the girl 19 KB, Brunei Currently studying in Singapore I blog about my life & whats in my mind. No harms , no spams ... Happy reading =) Blabs & Blahs
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Wednesday, July 30, 2008 @ 10:51 PM
fugly cookies lunch gathering was canceled due to
Presenting new cookies.................... The Fugly Cookies! 'Are u someone who thinks tat u r ugly? Or u have low confidence on urself? Then what u need are the fugly cookies!! They're so ugly that u'll be prettier then them. Grab one today & gain confidence!! *ahemm*' okay, i baked the most ugliest chocolate chip (chunk) cookies ever, i'll never risk myself again on hersheys website...hmmmmpphh. Thou i used cadbury's cooking choc instead , but doesnt matter Well, actually only the 1st few batches are ugly , in the end its quite okay. 1st batch mum : R u baking cakes or cookies? dad : wow, new creation? 'flat' cakes? This was because i kinda scooped too much dough for each cookie & they expanded , sticking together... no pics...too ugly 2nd batch kinda burnt using the big oven then the rest..   quite acceptablelah the taste - nothing special, still eatable , only the choc chunks taste nice , i prefer spending $1 on a packet of Chips Ahoy! than...... plain flour- about $0.50 (used) butter - $3 eggs - $1 salt , baking soda, vanilla, - $0.20 brown sugar- $1 cadbury cooking choc - $4 + = about $10..HmmmpHH, pissed have to do lots of cleanings too, & time consuming...+ hand burning + mosquito feeding not gonna bake for a long time.. @ 2:55 AM
twilight 2.53 am & I'm still sitting in front of the monitor, munching chips ahoy & having severe stomach ache. I played i-sketch with my bro for hours, man , of course with other members. It fun, u should try too. haven't shower... haven't solve all my problems ... When you cant get what you want, will you be satisfied to get a substitute instead? I think i have no choice , i cant ask for more ... when the day arrives , i'm gonna lose everything.. everything's gonna start over again oh well, i have to treasure my 5 months guys always dont understand what girls are thinking & girls always dont understand what guys want... & vice versa Twilight's movie's gonna be out this December.. still a long time to go~  the novel | | | | \/  the movieoff to shower........there's lunch gathering tmr.... & i'm feeling so lazy now Tuesday, July 29, 2008 @ 9:34 PM
seria's satellite - wonderful Wont be posting the pasar malam pics today, the camera's not wit Ame so she'll gimme the pendrive on Thurs. Declaration I'm not leaving SA this month , because... 1. I'll be bored at home ( sleep , eat , tv, pc) 2. I'll feel guilty staying at home 3. I'll miss my friends so don't bid farewell to me first =) but there'll be progress test next month.. i don't think i care. I'm given the permission by my mum to just focus on which subs (she just said GP) as long as i continue school. so , teachers, if i do fail my subs , pls ignore me. Morning was just another zzzz day, it all started with the radio playing Elliott Yamin's wait for you & Mariah Carey's Bye Bye on my way to school... duh , sad songs early in the morning.. Accounts test - dissolution , GP, tat was better , we played bingo in group instead doing our discussion then theres no class for Business & Econs , so i went home early. Seria's a small town but the satellite is so damn good.. During break , xx : U're going somewhere else next year rite? m : Yeah... how u know?? xx : my mum 'pak' from tamu -_______- wow , ok, i'm speechless , tamus are the breeding ground for infos & gossips by housewives/ aunties tmr's a public holiday ~ i'm sure it'll be a day full with activities PS - Michelle loves 'mocow' lol , no idea how Jo came up with tat Monday, July 28, 2008 @ 8:10 PM
leaving Leavin' - Jesse Mccartney Hey baby girl I've been watching you all day Man, that thing you got behind you is amazin You make me want to take you out and let it rain, let it rain, let it rain. I know you got a man but this is what you should say [Chorus] Why don't you tell him that I'm leaving Never to come back again You've found somebody who does it better than he can No more making you cry No more gray skies Girl we flyin' on the G5, G5 And we're leaving never looking back again So call your shorty and tell him you found a new man The one that's so, so fly The one to keep you high Yeah we'll be singing all night Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh Man she's gonna be singing Oh oh oh ohh oh oh ohh oh oh ohhh Now if I talk it girl you know I'm gonna walk it out Man I put my money, money where my mouth is You're the baddest little thing that I ever seen, ever seen, ever seen So I'm gonna ask you one time if you've got a man [Repeat Chorus] [Bridge] Don't stress Don't Stress Don't stress Just turn him to the left left left Don't stress Don't Stress Don't stress Cause we gone and we gone and we gone No stress No stress No stress Girl you deserve nothing but the best No stress No stress No stress [Chorus] Girl, you need to tell him that I'm leaving never to come back again You've found somebody who does it better than he can No more making you cry No more gray skies Girl we flyin' on the G5, G5 And we're leaving never looking back again So call your shorty and tell him you found a new man The one that's so, so fly The one to keep you high Yeah we'll be singing all night Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh Man she's gonna be singing Oh oh oh ohh oh oh ohh oh oh ohhh I've been singing all night, night, night, night Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh man she's gonna be singing She gonna be singing Oh She gonna be singing She gonna be singing Oh we gonna be singing Love this song but dont fancy the video -------------------------------  where's the fried salmon & asparagus??? LOLgali-ness sushi Desperate for Excapade today morning so we went & its empty... to the manager of Excapade, Ur waiters are damn rude , disturbing, trying to take pics of their customers secretly , trying to get attention , watching videos with loud volume...enough said. Sunday, July 27, 2008 @ 2:05 AM
nite out The whole Saturday morning , i'm so excited for the nite hang out at pasar malam , all i could think of is food & food & food..& FUN . But then , something pissed me off in the evening , making me dont feel like going at all. 1. something something... 2. my sis took the hair straightener to Seria Don't expect me to go out without straightening my hair except going to school - thanks to tudung. I'm so pissed that i swore , put hell loads of wax cream on my hair, blew them over & over again...in the end, i tied all my hair up , fringe clipped up too. There's loads of people there ...people mountain people sea. Me & Jo went to find the others at the food stall. Terence was eating really slow... -_- After they finished eating , we saw o bunch of punky hair style guys. There's one tats super fancy, like kena cucuk by darts, the gals were hoping to take a pic with him but no one dared to ask so in the end i was the one to ask ...u owe me Buccaneer Jo! Hahahhaha! Then, we crossed the road - where we took a group pic with the help of a policewoman , thanks! & head to the performance stage to watch the ccms's performances. Who knows when we reach there, the performance ended .. M: U wanna go paint the moulds?? Jo: Huh?? M: ? paint the moulds? MOULD Jo: hahahaha, i tot u said MOLE . ................................................... & so we were painting heart shaped moulds , April chose Garfield & it was freaking funny.. VERY FUNNY..ahemm but then annasii's bro helped her to edit . Jo painted her heart red & poured glitter all over it & mine's red with a glitterd M in the centre. Others joined in too , painting their own moles..i mean moulds. We spent like 1 hr there , & camwhoring started.  Look at my star~~~ Hearts for rent , 1 mth $300. call now! glittered worded Eat my heart!!Walked around... modified cars , random shufflers , people , people & loads of people , bought candyfloss.  =D Snatchers!Walked to Wisma Harapan & ... somebody caught me & Jo having some intimacy * coughs* At about 12am+ , Jo drove me , Terence & Sherman to the riverside & we chatted bout schools... its quite creepy there, river, forest & suddenly there's some sort of baby crying sounds tat turned out to be cats ... Stayed about half an hour as its freezing cold & went to MN for teaing . Went home at 2am... God, i knew too much things today.. emo emo.. slept at 3.30am More pics to be uploaded tmr , Ame's giving me the pendrive tmr...come back for more.. =) Friday, July 25, 2008 @ 10:20 PM
Thank God Today's schedule was quite tight. Woke up at 11am & went steamboat at Procter with a bunch of ccms mates & Rachel then we went to visit Mdm Deepa who's gonna go back to India soon to deliver her 2nd child. Her tummy's quite small for a 6 months pregnant mum but her boobs are super saggy. Her maid's coffee was nice!! We chatted with her for hours & she's non stop laughing & smiling as Terence & Chee Wei keep flattering bout her. Then, went to Excapade with my family & grandma for dinner.. The renovation's done!! Saw Jan & Morgan & something funny happened...( actually saw loads of ppl there too) The food was super slow , we waited for bout 10 mins in the end for my mum's soba..& its nice!! cold soba + ice peach tea + cold air cond. ---> =.=  & I did something XTRA clumsy today!!!! I nearly burnt my house down!!!! I left the iron on from 11.30 am till my sis discovered it at 9.30pm!!! GOD..THANK U!!! Thank God!! Thursday, July 24, 2008 @ 10:50 PM
wait for meeeee~ something embarrassing happened after school today, i'm following my aunt's car back as theres no GP class but i didnt bother to msg her earlier. I was waiting for the car.. waiting ...waiting ...waiting ..then here it came , my cousin popped in so quickly & the car was leaving without me...i was like running after the car & knocking on the window...PAISEH!! Ppl were laughing & Sherman , you shouldnt have called my name, now others will know who i am . Nvm, laugh as u guys like , cuz i cant stop laughing too thinking bout tat incident.. Labels: automobiles @ 5:35 PM
rainbows THANKS to... those who 'helped' me the last two days when i in a 'battle' these are wat i received... someone who drove 15km to my house , stopped @ supasave , & dropped..  Mmmmmm~~~ 5% left, definitely scrumptious!  20% left , yummy yummy LOVES!! finally found something 'reduce' my love for baskin robbins then an e-mail received      & those asking how am i or chatted craps with me Thanks for making my battle for 2 days brighter!! *HUGS now, things are still kinda complicated ... nvm.. i'll just concentrate on eating my B & Js for now & i'm constantly visting the fridge even before bed... =) Tuesday, July 22, 2008 @ 6:01 PM
... At the time i was crying, u sent me a msg - asking if i'm alright, I told u i wanna be alone because there are a thousands thoughts which i cant say when u told me u'll be there 24 hrs, i cried even louder i was digging into a big bowl of macaroni cheese, to satisfy my hunger as i have not eat for 24 hrs, just then i read wat u posted, tears flowed down to my cheeks , while my mouth was full of macaroni cheese... & i just want u to know thanks for everything..!! *HUGS* i'm still alive... & this is dedicated to the one who try to make me half alive Monday, July 21, 2008 @ 6:10 PM
dedication I'm gonna dedicate this post to Ms Cheryl Teacher, We never blame u for anything, It our fault & not yours, so pls dont blame urself. For me, i have personal stuffs that i cant say ..really complicated lo i apologize for anything tat makes u feel bad & thanks for caring =) Saturday, July 19, 2008 @ 11:13 PM
Gang gathering It was suppose to be a old gang gathering but turned out to be not so old , we got 'new' ppl~~~ Evelyn & si Sherman =) some set airplane ah... The gang went to Fratini's today for lunch, pastas & pizzas 50% off , tat's why... Guess who we met there? SA teachers ! -__- fate? See Siong was comparing his mocha with my crappacinno (watever the spelling is) & complained because his cost $5.50 & the cup was small while mine was $5.9o ,large & iced! After that , he ordered watermelon juice which cost.. $ 5.25 & it was small size too .. haha Ate... Terence talked tonnes of crap , dessert served..  I have no idea why they keep staring at their dessert..its just brown & warm with half a strawberry placed on top.... its chocolate pudding...After putting everything into my mouth , stomachache attacked me ... was convinced to use the toilet but doing the business in my home's toilet is wayyy comfy, because
Then , the gang when to Sherman's house to play mahjong ..& i lose -___- but nvm~ i believe in miracles i believe in miracles i believe in miracles .... Labels: gathering Friday, July 18, 2008 @ 6:15 PM
wat to do ........
=D & no disappointments pls~* can i have 'ice' lemon tea instead of lemon tea pls? Michelle wanna have ice lemon tea with Jo !! make it work! make it work ! I will give up everything for it!!! Everything? i think so. EVERYTHING . I never want something this bad ... so i need miracles There can be miracles when you believe~ Thursday, July 17, 2008 @ 8:27 PM
just a lil privacy Seems like i've been posting too much of my personal matters here... At first, this blog is just dedicated to my friends so they will know wat & how i'm doing with my life, but now it turns out every single incident i post here are facing troubles from random ppl & i just want a lil privacy . If u check, i didnt even post my blog link anywhere else like in facebook/ friendster..& putting up any contact forms where ppl can contact me...because i just want a lil privacy..just a little From today onwards, more personal stories will be posted in my new blog , where there'll be invited readers only so, posts here are just random things. Wednesday, July 16, 2008 @ 6:00 PM
sugar daddies  Requirements
okay ..stop day dreaming Labels: school Monday, July 14, 2008 @ 10:05 PM
... pictures uploaded! only some of what we took , theres tonnes with the cameraman . Before u scroll down, 1. warning - pictures maybe frightful 2. no negative feedbacks ( as in super super negative )- scram if u wanna say something xtra mean , my blog is n0t for u , u wanna stab me then just back stab , as always i'll say - i don't care~~~~ btw, i went to chunghua last last Saturday for the acrobatic thing, umm, seriously, i was paying more attention to the colors of m & m's I'm eating & the angmoh family behind than the show.. 50% of the show is Zzzzz , maybe cuz i've watched these kind of things before     lil cousin - the 3rd oneSaturday, July 12, 2008 @ 11:41 PM
news Read today's borneo bulletin pg 13 that weirdo is me... I went to the salon again for treatment & dyed the top part of my hair purple cuz the sliver blue really looked old. The purple turned out to be light brownish purple because of the of the blue... & looks weird but nvm, i get another free dye when i'm fed up with this colour~~ but my hair is dying..ITCHY ITCHY scalps!!!! My face is itchy, my eyes are itchy , my eyebrows are itchy , my neck is itchy , thanks to the chemicals ... Labels: newspaper Friday, July 11, 2008 @ 10:00 PM
2 days life as a model After everything, I'm so freaking TIRED, being a model isn't that easy.. I don't even remember how many times i swear in my mind..dehydration , starvation , wanna pee also susah. For those who didn't know, me & Jo went for this hair modeling thing for Raymond Choi from HK. I heard he charge thousands for a haircut..dunno true or not & he styles celebs too, like Jay Chou, Andy Lau , Celine Dion & even presidents.  Raymond ChoiWith a career spanning over 30 years in the hairdressing industry, Hong Kong born Raymond is an expert in the art of hair colouring and a veteran consultant for international recognized labels for Max Factor (Asia), a Hair Artistic Director for Italian Group (Brescia, Italy), an International Technician Consultant for Eugene Perma (Paris) and Honourable Consultant and Strategy Consultant for the largest hairdressing chain in Taiwan. . Day 1 - The 1st hair transformation I think i slept at 2 am...super nervous .Woke up at 5.50 am , got ready for everything , went to school to hand in the absent letters & went to the salon at KB. At 9.30 am,we were all off to Miri , 6 models & hair stylists. We arrived at Louis Hair Salon , where there were also other models from Miri. ..   LOLProcess 1 - 'White Chocolate Blondie' They wrapped our lower hair with foils then BLEACH the top part ... GOD , it was damn heavy, i think there were like 100s of foils on my head..my neck almost broke. While waiting for the bleach chemical to 'get in' to my hair , i was stunned... cuz the bleached hair looked TOTALLY WHITE, i was saying ' GOD GOD GOD' in my heart. It took hours for the bleaching process, everyone looked damn gloomy ( imagine there's a bowling bowl put on op of your head)  heavy -__________-Btw, this hair stylist who bleached my hair is a backstabber . She was gossiping to another stylist about our (Bruneian) hair in Cantonese..in a very rude way,'' All those Brunei models hair are the same ..look at that one at the back, if i was her ( one of my model mate), i would cry'' !@%%!#@@ U thought Bruneians dont know Cantonese huh?? sorry woman , i know 5 languages ,mind u .. The reason she said this because - all the Miri models have rebonded hair? which they wont have much work to do, while our hair are curls , thick etc. After hours of long waiting, they finally washed off the chemical.. 1st look in the mirror.. GOD WTH .. i look like a TRANNY, super blonde on the top part!!! Jo was laughing at me , wait & see Jo, urs will be the same..as she haven't wash hers off.  tranny alertProcess 2 - 'Dying ' Naga Jolokia Pepper Uncountable swear words in my mind!! @$#W$%@^# PAIN , PAIN , BURNING PAIN...my scalps were damaged..In this process , everyone almost cried FYI- never wash your hair the day before before dyeing or bleaching, your scalp will be too dry thus damaging it. Mine - silver blue , gold , black Jo's - pink , purple , black Jean's - light blue , water blue , black Sharon's - grey blue, black xxx 1's - yellow brown ( supposed to be orange), black xxx 2's - red , black Process 3 - The cut When the 1st Miri model had her cut, i really wanna cry that moment, me & Jo went flabbergasted ..because her hair was cut like those guy's hair, shaved till the neck... but then CHEYYYY , thats just the lower part , the top part will be long.. ''Can i cut ur hair?'' ....----''Not too short & no bob pls!!'' *Snaps..I'm bob headed but i pleaded for no bob fringe ..so tat's better. So, the lower part is a bob cut but the top part is long. Jo got some cut in front because she's not willing to cut short & one of this Malay girl (our mate) got a super bowl bob cut which i will cry & lock myself up in the room if i was the one who got that cut. So that's the end of Day 1 , slept at about 1 am. Day 2 - The Big Day 6 am , rise & shine , got ready , went breakfast with Jo then reach the salon at 9 am. 1--- The make up My make up assistant was Alan.. GOD ... !@$#$%#@%^%@$% PAIN !! UR SHAVING SKILL SUCKS MAN ! My eyebrows were shaved into like those ppl who need eyebrow tattoos!! !i would rather have them plucked @#% & now there's like tiny hair sticking out..so ugly. He used lip liner for my nude lips. Hey, dont you watch E!'s fashion do & donts?? I KNOW where my lips are , you dont have to highlight them for me! I rubbed them off of course.  O.O O.O x 2 We have this heavy make up on the eyes..mine is blue & he applied too much blusher ---on the checks & on my nose ..i really look like a baboon ..but Alan is nice actually & friendly 2--- Hair styling Raymond's assistant Ray came to style for us.My hair's like... bob under then long top parts were curled & pinned on top , followed by a blonde ponytail wig attached on top.Jo' s like the hair flown horizontally after riding the motorbike without wearing a helmet , hahaha. Everyone's hair looked super unique     3--- BIG TROUBLE Mr. Raymond called from the Miri /Brunei Immigration department , saying the ppl don't allow him to enter Brunei cuz he didnt apply visa for Brunei ......... there's a big pandemonium at the salon ..calling here & there.. it was really a big problem cuz around 100 of ppl are going to attend the seminar show ....In the end, his assistant, Ray substituted him (he's good too)  4--- Off we go Jo drove to Bandar herself with me, followed by 2 make up assistance . Very attention grabbing .. 2 gals with heavy make up & fancy bright hair... other drivers were looking at us. There was this traffic jam at Sg. Liang area & this driver beside us gave us the weird look .. & i laughed. 5 --- The moment arrives 7th floor, Centrepoint Hotel , Gadong... Time is running out... Our clothes are from a big black cloth, cut & pinned to form a dress except Jo's who was wearing a black tube & jeans. This was bcuz the tubes were at Mr. Raymond's ... u know & Jo brought hers.  Learn to be shirtless & pantless in front of other models & stylists... Final touches on hair & make ups . Learn walks & poses & given briefing on the walkway directions. I'm trembling.. SO NERVOUS ! I'm the 3rd ..lucky not the 1st to go out. It was divided into 3 times every model's gonna walk out. 1. The individual walk 2. Individual hair presentation 3. Group hair styling  8 months pregnant1. The individual walk My legs were shaking, my hands were shaking, i cant even balance myself standing . My heart almost exploded ... so was the 1st model , she's completely speechless. ...........my turn, walked out the door, walked till the end , posed for 3 secs, then walked back to the middle , posed for 3 secs , then walked up the stage & posed with others....  Then, all the models went back to the room, given 15 mins to take off their hairstyle & make it straight. Models were helping models to take off the pins, wigs ...hairstylists straightening them...  2. Individual hair presentation    Jo the pinkie & RayJo was the 2nd model, & i pitied her, she stand for so long outside!! In this part, a model walks out to the stage, the stylist - Ray explains bout the colouring.. the guest ask questions & then the models walk down the pathway where guests sit, let them take pics, touch your &turn either to the right/left the room & back to the stage. I was instructed to walk to the left side , & so as i walked to the middle of the room , theres like loads of hands touching your hand, taking pictures & then when i wanna turn left , this woman stopped me for pictures.. AND just when i reach the left side.. @%$@% ITS A DEAD END EH! I was trapped in the corner & those ppl were like pulling your hair & taking shots. Then i use the right side & i stumbled upon this Filipino who ask me to turn 360 degrees for different angle shots...  Ano?? break~ cold cold cold ... the model mates When nervousness fades & boredom srikes...   3. Group hair styling All 6 models were on stage, & Ray's gonna choose some to have their hair cut in front of the audience. First , Sharon , whose shoulder length hair was cut into a chic bob in few mins, then the bowl cut model, the Jo, with a few snips at the side & lastly, ME. I'm 90% bob, leaving a small part of long hair on the side. It looked good tat day as my hair was straighten & looked quite hideous now, with all the colors that make me looked old. My feet hurts a lot, wearing heels tats not my size..... I'm so lazy to post now.....lastly i arrive at home at 1.30am. END Ps- Tis is a great experience for me ,i've learnt things u cant never learn in school... & no regrets  love the time of the show |