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the girl

19
KB, Brunei
Currently studying in Singapore
I blog about my life & whats in my mind. No harms , no spams ... Happy reading =)


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Tuesday, September 29, 2009 @ 11:07 PM
blow me away




one of us is gonna be here and
one of us is gonna be running
off alone into the great unknown
you're not me, you're a model of freedom
all you need are your kicks when you need 'em
come and go, caught that slow alright

with one hand off the side
we get farther away in the blink of an eye

and it's the time we waste
swallowed into space
it's the time it takes to blow away
to blow away
to blow away

hey, hey you, yeah you gotta be leaving,
say what you want, what you say, say anything
no one knows just how deep it goes
we are old in your teenaged tyranny
and all you need is a hunger to feed
i've got my own secrets though, say what?

with a heart full of mess and lore
we are doomed but we wanted more

it's the ride we take
the many winged escape
it's the bough we break to blow away
to blow away
and we blow away

one of us is now retreating
you knocked me down so hard i'm seeing a thousand stars
come out where you are
'cause i won't ever be caught crying
and i will not be taken lying down
it blows into smoke

the time we waste
swallowed into space
it's the time it takes to blow
it's the ride we take

the many winged escape
it's the bough we break to blow away
to blow away
it's the times we say that no one's gonna take your place
it's a mistake to blow away
to blow away
we blow away



Sunday, September 27, 2009 @ 3:36 AM
just bite your tongue

3.37am

I'm feeling like crap.

Someone dug a hole, you fell.
Forever you stay in the hole.
And now, others are digging another one.
You're being pulled inside again.

Wow, the hole just got bigger.

Cant I not care?
Am i going to pretend there's nothing wrong?


Yes, i am pretending.






Friday, September 25, 2009 @ 3:32 PM
what's love


It was fun yesterday, meeting Jasmine and the others, Terence,
Yeetheng, Tianfatt, Huiyii, Fatin, Ame, KC, Boonsiong.


We went to Excapade for lunch... and yeah, there's no current.
Candlelight lunch was okay, but it was hot and stuffy.


Huiyii behind the lights



So, after that, we decided to go to Marilyn at KB town for some 'tea'.
We ordered and *everything went off*

No current again.

Had some sips and paid the bill.


Fatin & Jas having fun colouring?




Unsatisfied, we went to Sutera Biru for another 'tea'

Love the wind. Love the river. Love the laughs.


5secs kiss?

e10 and terence



Went to the beach at about 5.30pm

Pictures speak a thousand words

(more to come from Jas's cam)







Jasmine's going back to KL tmr.
Bye Jas, See ya soon :)



Beautiful sea.

Beautiful sunset.






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Oh yeah, got my results two days ago.
Quite good :)

Gonna work hard for next semester too.





Tuesday, September 22, 2009 @ 9:44 PM

Past few days,


Kevin's birthday

Met new people and yeah, met those who's in my facebook friend's list.
Thanks to Glen.


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Bandar on Monday
family + grandparents (mum's side)
Went there at about 9am for dimsum .... at Phong Mun restaurant ( Fung Man Lou) That's the place where i describe it as - nice and very chinese-y interior but the food is average. Prefer Centrepoint's Dynasty's dimsum, yum yum...and so does the price + service charge.



Went to the mall of course and all of us were laughing our asses off, playing with the Dell Studio XPS webcam features at one of the PC store. They have these Macbook like- fish eyes, warping and bloating features ... and it's hilarious when we asked grandpa to stand in front of the cam... my mum's probably having fun too laughing at grandpa's look.

So the store was filled with our laughters, guess the storekeepers were like gila kaliah.



Conclusion- Dell Studio XPS looks cool




Went to dad's friend's house at Lumut for raya. I've always like the way they welcome us , and how they will keep saying, '' Makan, makanlah, jangan malu ya'' I fancy Malay cakes too. Yumm


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Got my hair straightened today.

Looks super flat now

and

it stinks.

Hope it looks better after i wash it( 2 days later) cause it makes my face big,
even my sister said that.

Haha, your face is so big, rog says your face is like a football


=.=


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(12:49 AM) mich ™ :my dogs gave birth



and theres like total of 111 puppies now
LOL
(12:50 AM) mich ™ :HAHAHHAHAHA
(12:50 AM) ✩ SUPER 준. the b:WOAH
(12:50 AM) mich ™ :I MEAN 11
HAHAHHAAHAHA
(12:50 AM) ✩ SUPER 준. the b:how ur dog give birth so many
CHEY
(12:50 AM) mich ™ :OMG
(12:50 AM) ✩ SUPER 준. the b:HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHA OMG
(12:50 AM) mich ™ :101 DALMATIANS
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA
(12:50 AM) ✩ SUPER 준. the b:I THOUGHT 111 OMG
(12:50 AM) mich ™ :WTH
that really made my day
(12:50 AM) mich ™ :2 dogs, 1 gave birth on monday- 4 pups
another on thurs- 12 pups but one died
(12:51 AM) ✩ SUPER 준. the b:wah
so lihai also
give me one =D
(12:51 AM) mich ™ :u say one ah
(12:51 AM) ✩ SUPER 준. the b:lol cute or not first
u guys trying to give it away ha
(12:52 AM) mich ™ :i think so
of courselah
if not..my house will have 14 dogs
=.=



so yeah, homes needed for puppies :)





lastly ,




Sunday, September 20, 2009 @ 10:12 PM
thoughts from within

Would you rather see your loved one,
Staying ill in bed?
Or watch them go?
Goodbyes maybe hard,
but maybe they're a kind of way of being unselfish too.



Birth brings laughter,
Death brings tears
Time goes on but memories will last forever.



Yes, I'm scared. I've never experience losing someone like this before.
Hope everything's okay.



Life is always unfair.
You'll wonder why people around you can have what you do not have.

Am I not good enough? Am i bad? Am i wrong?




Then I realize, I've been too strong for all the time,
tonight, I'll cry.






@ 5:46 PM
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It's raining and i dont feel like going out.

or should i?



Thursday, September 17, 2009 @ 11:58 AM
another bowl of soup please

Monday

Dinner at Kaizen then karaoke at Jiayun's house.

Thanks for the tab Peyling :)










Wednesday

Dinner at Fratini with Jo, Sherman & Fwu.

I finally had my seafood soup :)

and yeah, dinner was great 'yum yum'

We stayed at Frats till 10.30pm then off to Sherman's house.




So, for the past few days, everyone was talking about Taylor Swift & Kanye West.
Not gonna talk about it,

but
Can Lady Gaga get weirder?




Monday, September 14, 2009 @ 12:30 AM
hey hey hey




Hmmm, where to start?


The flight today was a bit freaky and unpleasant esp during take off....lots of clouds and super bumpy

and please, dont ever watch 9-11 videos when you're going to be on plane -__-

Believe it or not, my mum and grandma was actually shocked to see me when I came out ,
because i do look pale , like 'Hey-I-have-been-starving-for-two-months-and-I'm-back' face.


Nah, part of it was because i was feeling nauseous during the flight.


& yeah, my mum complained about my hair.



I was having problems with the immigration counter because the lady told me
I cant enter Miri without a visa. Oh please, dont need visa one kay...


Lunch at Secret Recipe. Nyum


Okay, I hate budget airlines. Not sure if its my fault, but some of my tea tree oil spilled in one of the luggage and now my clothes smells like babies after shower. .... well i kinda like that smell.

and my cream got squashed and it kinda leaked....



What more.....



I need to do my hair asap

and go for a facial.




FEELS GOOD TO BE HOME!





and i feel like saying hi to everything at home.

Hi my bed, hi washrooms, hi xiao bai, hi, sofas, hi tvs, hi basins, hi kitchen, HI OVEN , HI AIRCONS, hi hi hi hi hi



and


bye!



Saturday, September 12, 2009 @ 12:43 PM
show me da moneh

Quick updates

Went to Siloso Beach at Sentosa last Tuesday.

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woots, i just love colour tinting &
yeah, i do look a lil like willy wonka.





The weather that day was hot. HOT. Spent like 6 hours in the sun.
My arms, nose, neck and ears were burnt red.


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Celebrated Shuting's 18 at Hip Diner USA yesterday.


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super blur pics, and no idea why.


Then me and Shan went to Far East for some shopping.

Yes, i can declare im broke.


AND


my mum texted me just now cause she wants me to get her and my sis some
Esprit Tees.........


Heh, nevermind, gonna get the money later from my uncle since Im asked to buy.



Last minute shopping!


and stuffs unpacked...






oh yeah, probably need to go for a medical check up when i go back, been feeling dizzy
esp in the morning for almost 1 week.





Tuesday, September 8, 2009 @ 12:34 AM
thanks ...

Today, I emptied my wallet thanks to the temptation of shopping.
My bank account is getting negative soon thanks to the bills I'm paying.
My allowance is being super 'unconstant' .
I'm being hostile today thanks to my pms,
and the memories that haunt me.
Well, just trying to be strong.
Going to Sentosa beach with class 57 early morning tomorrow, hope I can wake up later.



Sunday, September 6, 2009 @ 10:35 PM
run

omg


emo much suddenly



If you wanna play it like a game, well, come on come on, lets play.


You wont know how much games I've won and lose.

Suckers, i'm not dope.



Friday, September 4, 2009 @ 12:42 PM
angus beef?

Pictures added.


2nd September
Venue-Marina Barrage

Purpose- Kite flying?




7 of us went to Marina Barrage at about 5pm, bought food and drinks, me & shuting bought a kite there. After setting up our mats and kites ( thanks ainsley) , we began to fly them , just that the kite we bought cant fly , cause its a two-string kite and yeah, we're noobs?




Candid pictures ( Tinted )



Ainsley helping me with the kite.


Shuting :)




Shan & Shuting!

Isaac & Shan



Ainsley





Siokkan & Lydia of Class 58 :)


my fav shot ! :D


the gang


:)



toddler on the grass


i like this shot too :)


nightview of the flyer and buildings





& last but not least, 'group' shots


(well, all of them is quite blurry, no idea why)






It was fun! Its been a long time I've been running on the fields barefooted :D



PS- I didnt cut my leg, my msn pm is a a thought.



We talked, played cards, took some photos and we walked back from Marina Barrage to Marina train station! It's a bit scary cause there's a lot of foreign workers ( you know...) walking on the paths.



&


we had our dinner at 10pm , Carls Jr.





Burp!




Running out of cheese spread at home.





& oh!





does this look scary? =.=


I have it as my display picture and was asked to change it cause its Boo-gah day yesterday...