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the girl

19
KB, Brunei
Currently studying in Singapore
I blog about my life & whats in my mind. No harms , no spams ... Happy reading =)


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Monday, November 30, 2009 @ 7:17 PM
pills are bad




Don’t let someone become a priority in your life,
When you are just an option in their life …
Relationships work best when they are balanced.

Never explain yourself to anyone,
Because the person who likes you doesn’t need it,
And the person who dislikes you won’t believe it

When you keep saying you are busy, Then you are never free.
When you keep saying you have no time, Then you will never have time.
When you keep saying that you will do it tomorrow, Then tomorrow will never come.

When we wake up this morning, we have two simple choices.
Go back to sleep and dream, or wake up and chase those dreams.
Choice is yours…

We make them cry who care for us,
We cry for those who never care for us
And we care for those who will never cry for us
This is the truth of life, it’s strange but true
Once u realize this, it’s never too late to change

Don’t make promises when you are in joy
Don’t reply when you are sad
Don’t take decisions when u are angry
Think twice, Act wise

Time is like a river, You cannot touch the same water twice
Because the flow that has passed will never pass again
Enjoy every moment of life



Taken from janshim's site and written by an unknown author.

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It's submission week.
Why am i sick?

:(






Wednesday, November 25, 2009 @ 9:43 PM
burp

You know something's gonna go wrong when you dont sleep much,
and you eat too much
cause you work too much.






I just gained 3 kgs. ( that's a record)
okay make it 2.5kgs since i just had dinner.

I've got fat face :(


Good that my brother's not here, or else i'll be called football face.



Monday, November 23, 2009 @ 8:08 PM
machines

warning - emo and rant post.


Almost everyone broke down today.
Assignments are just too much.
New ones launch before old ones are due.
Seriously, just too much.


We're just working like machines,
and the lecturers are the machine instructors.
We work until our body tell us to stop,
but our mind just wont let us.

When we start to think slacking for a while is now wrong,
Onlining is wrong, going out for a movie in the weekend is wrong,
Going out with your family & relatives is wrong,
cause all of your time is dedicated to work.

Do we have life? we ask.

Even the working groups spend their weekends happily, shopping, outings,

But us?
Do we have weekends?
We sit on the same spot to do work when others go out in the morning
for Christmas shopping and fun,and when they come back in the late noon,
we're still sitting on the same spot, working like mad.


When we now sleep almost 3 hours everyday,
our head hurts so much and so is our heart,
we wonder how long can we stand,
how long when our engines finally stop working.


DID is probably too much for some.


If they were here to see how i live my life, their heart will be broken into pieces.
But what's important, i never regret this life i chose for me.





Submissions

Linear and Planar models
Komyoji Temple model , A3 research and drawings
Mactech dossier and manual
Drawing Studio drawings
GEMs photo slides
SO called 'Amazing Race' Photo essay
Interview essay
Product design for 2050
HTI essay launch this week *submission date unknown*


The ones in grey due next week.


Thinking on the brighter side,
it will be holiday after all the submissions ..
( eventhough we'll have holiday assignments)
but well , we can do it!!
GO people!!




*we in post mostly applies to me*
emo post..cause i really need some sleep.



Sunday, November 22, 2009 @ 11:24 PM
Bending and sticking toothpicks like mad

HOLY CRAP.


2 models must be 80% done tomorrow.

Currently, only 20% of one model done.

DIE

Havent shower, just finish talking to my mum on the phone.
She found out i bought a guitar, and hmmm she doesnt sound so happy cause i didnt ask her permission * mostly because of my previous violin barely touch* but well

I have to becareful of what i blog, sister's reading, mum's viewing.

*Hi sis yes i know you're reading, lol*


I guess i'll just combine 2 models to one since Iain will accept that,
but seriously, holy crap.







@ 12:54 AM
eh mat

2012 tickets all sold out ,
so we went for dinner instead.
Browsing in Daiso was fun,
Im so gonna go there for Christmas shopping when holiday starts.


My brother's flight back to Brunei was yesterday,
Sighhhh, no Corica's apple strudel for me.




I am already in the holiday-Christmas mood.



Really have to start saving for shopping,
my guitar burned a hole for my last savings.






SBSBSBSBSBSBSBSBSBSBSBSBSBSBSBS




Friday, November 20, 2009 @ 4:15 PM
untitled

It's been raining everyday since Monday,
and i've been sleeping 3-5 hours this week.
School is just tired, i mean tiredddddddd,
24hours a day and 20 hours is dedicated to school related stuffs.


I am not feeling so good.




2 models due next week.



and we're going to Cathay to watch 2012 later.
Bet others will think that we're zombies.



I'll fly over the rainbow now if 'purple shirt on Monday'
appears right in front of my eyes.






Saturday, November 14, 2009 @ 11:55 AM
daisy rock rocks

Sunday


Measure, saw, carve, weeps , glue, weeps


Monday


Tadaaa!! All by myself!
My uncle did help sawing off 4 pieces of inner sticks after my hand was swollen)

Done within about 8 hours. Joints were carved..CARVED instead of cutting of every pieces.
In the end, it wont really stick together and
my uncle suggested to staples the base.



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Look what our lecturers got us...

IKEA tablelamps for each four tables :)

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Lil cousin reaching for his toy.



Yes, we put up Christmas Tree !


Tuesday


Paper templehalf done
3D max lesson


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Wednesday



more books to read for HTI literature essay submission



more fats in our tummy


Thursday


Guest lecture by Dr. Ray Flavell and Mr. Dominic Fonde



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Daisy rock Daisy rock!!!!






Mailed Music Emblem for stock and price..
they only have purple daze in stock and its bloody $416

I want either beach blonde or the black one.. and they cost more than the purple one.

*hints for Christmas present*


I can save up.. but my brother think its better for me to get a Yamaha F310 instead
( he thinks i'll give up half way like my violin learning *sulks)

I'll prove that i wont.

A Yamaha it is...


Gonna get it tomorrow if i want cause they're having a 20% off for 2 days .




Watch me!

and oh, i have a lot of assignments as usual.
and crap, i slacked too much today.





I still want a Daisy rock :(




ADD ON


You know what...
for our new XDM assignment
We have to stalk people.
STALK PEOPLE who are total strangers

take pictures: video ,of them interacting with any objects, people, environment etc

damn it








Monday, November 9, 2009 @ 12:27 AM
mad carpenters

Today... I mean yesterday is a very very bad day.




I thought of lots of stuffs while doing my
framework model from 11am-12am.




I wonder why i'm sawing like mad with the bad ass saw
that can be thrown away,

some kids probably would have their daddy to help them.


They'll probably have their meals ready while they're doing work,
and I'm the girl who starve if i have too many things too do,
and eat before i pass out.


My uncle keeps commenting on how i should make my model.
And , come on, im not a carpenter kay?
You dont expect a girl who never saw before to be perfect.


Christmas songs were played loudly,
and it breaks my heart.
They set up Christmas tree,
and by then , i realize i'll miss doing that at home.


My hands hurt,
I have superglue all over my fingers.
The model wont stick,
*Holds in swear words*
I use staples in the end.


Post the picture soon.



Today, I dont need anyone to see my halo.





Saturday, November 7, 2009 @ 4:53 PM
swipe swipe and swipe

Thursday



Workshop was fun, we're shown around , looking
at machines and stuffs.

One thing I'm not sure to like or not.
The workshop is airconditioned.
Yes, that's nice but imagine all the dust and bits from the wood.

Achooo

Each of us were given a block of chipboard to play with using the machines,
and these are my work..

Gonna use the single M as a keychain.
(background= my cavewoman notebook)


Friday




Stayed in the library for hours searching books as reference for our HTI essay.

Found a thin one.
Not much info in the thick one but the inside = wow.


Heavy heavy heavy books.


Slept in the train on the way home,
cant open my eyes ( something wrong with the contacts) when i walk out from the train,
& i nearly cause a domino fall on the escalator.


Saturday

The intention of going out (in the midst of mountains of work)
to buy groceries and a new bag for school
cause the old one is going to break soon

(my bad cause i used to stuff to much things inside - esp laptop)


I bought the same bag... from BHG( old one from OG)
cause it's really good for anything, school, outings etc.




Then,

A bagpack and matching pencil case from Converse.
I'm gonna use this when there's tonnes of stuff to bring.



and lastly
,



woots!

okay, i kinda regretted buying this..
hey sis, nah, your christmas present.




Assignments to be done

Framework model
Temple model
Komyo-Ji temple details drawing?
7 Le Corbusier Villa Savoye plans & 6 studio plans drawing
P.O.E.Ms
HTI essay

Additional stuffs
Dossier
3D Max



Hey Hey Hey,
Your lipsticks stain~
on the front lobe of my left side brain~~


Super cheerful song
- Hey soul sister by Train-




Wednesday, November 4, 2009 @ 10:17 PM
i survived



Yay!
Puppet repertoire and HTI seminar over ~
HTI seminar over!


Hahaha, now i can pester others cause seminar for the whole term from
next week onwards will be from the others one by one...


Seminar presentation was quite okay :)
Sorry for the dry topic thou, its quite hard to make it *tring* interesting.


& this was what we did after class just now.





compare me in the 1st till the last picture. lol


Ice cappucino, stick biscuits & chips
Eating's not allowed in studios
Arthur is scarier than studio cameras.

What? Did you just see others eating subs and burgers?

What will Faris say?

''Eating in studio is not kosmo?''


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I'm blogging not because i dont have assignments.
I have 3 plans drawing to be reviewed by James tmr.


but


5 of us printed the wrong size,
and now we have nothing to do

but

to play The Sims 3..okay half true.




Gonna sleep earlier today!
Class from 8am to 6pm tomorrow = waking at 5am and home at 8pm+


Sounds good to you?

















Monday, November 2, 2009 @ 9:33 PM
we laugh with our eyes open, cry with tears in our heart

My 3 hours sleep resulted in - 15 minutes late for today's 8am class
Workshops were carried out for Group 1 & 2 today.
Ours will be on Thursday.


I dozed off in Iain's class today (probably the first time), a lot did too...
Come on, even James our drawing studio lecturer yawned.
8 hours of the same module every Monday..ughh
oh i do enjoy G Dragon's heartbreak & breath MV played by the lecturer,
He wanted to show us something about stage design.
lol



And hazelnut lattes are overpriced.


Had guest lecture after that by Frwen from Savannah..
or is it Sabana, okay nevermind.
Then dinner at FC 4.


Was told that puppet repertoire's submission is on Wednesday,
Same day with my seminar.
Go die.


3-4 hrs of sleep till then and i'll be able to sleep on Thursday night.
I can do it!


The Sims 3 !, after im done with my work :) Thanks TH for it.
and.... we're kinda into Left 4 Dead.
Zombies!!