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the girl

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KB, Brunei
Currently studying in Singapore
I blog about my life & whats in my mind. No harms , no spams ... Happy reading =)


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Sunday, January 31, 2010 @ 8:35 PM
wake up my girl

Had a very nice weekend.



where we saw Nicholas Teo in Plaza Sing..
He's there to be a judge for some singing competition.







Got tonnes more pic....too lazy to resize and upload everything.



Then , we saw this ritual thing going on on the streets.



then went to No signboard seafood restaurant beside Esplanade for dinner.



Took these while waiting others to arrive.


Dinner was great.

and

my bed was great, like something I could sleep on forever.
If you like warm blankets like Empire's and super soft pillows,
Meritus Mandarin Hotel it is.


Breakfast buffet was okay,
then then then

I went to the airport with them ,
and i saw these

omgomg
we sat on the van they sat before.


Back to reality.

0% of my work done.
Im having a headache now and i know why.



This may help.


My corn Nohohon Zoku bro Howard bought for me.


:)



I'm not liking reality.



@ 1:40 AM
misguided

X- *Talks bout something on SG PR*
X2- I'll never wanna be a SG PR.
M- Me too.
X- Hahaha, then what you guys wanna be.
M - Just dont wanna be PR here
X- Dont talk so much, later you'll be one if you get a boyfriend here.
M-Opps, touchwood.



Touchwood , touchwood.

The fact I never like the life here.
Its great being a tourist here but not a student.
I know where I wanna be.
I'll try to achieve that.
:)


Its super duper crazily cold in the room.
The bed and blanket looks good.
Imma go to the bed soon,
when the internet access expires.

10 bucks for 4 hrs connection here.



Tomorrow is the end of my day as a tourist.



Saturday, January 30, 2010 @ 11:51 AM
sugar crackers


Happy Belated 19th, fly-one!

Didnt get to greet you here.
*Send Birthday hugs*



I'm going to pack some stuffs later,( moving out)
clean up my room, do the laundry.
and
I'm going to be tourist for a day, till tomorrow.
*throw assignments away*


but i just feel like rotting at home.



@ 12:39 AM
dont you remember

Super tired

*collapse*


Went to meet my godmum/dad and bro today.
It was damn hot. Bugis is damn crowded.
I'm having a headache and my contact len's burning.

Went back to Orchard after that.
Bought some stuffs at Takashimaya , not to mention Art Friend.

Didnt get to see Bro Jared cause he's still working.
Finally get to eat Beard Papa's cream puff.



I took the wrong train home.
To Jurong instead of Marina Bay.
I thought its the same, so i just followed the crowds.
I was just too tired.
Lucky it was just a few stops away when Irealized.


Few stops before reaching Tampines,
I was thinking SO HARD what is my place's block number cause I wanted
to take a cab home... was too tired to walk.
Block 520? Block 48? Block 48....Wait that's my HDB model block number.
Crap
Block...72? Block..... DAMN


Walked home then.
Block 250 it is.
Oh yeahh.


Michelle, michelle.
Tsk.


My weekend schedule is sooooo crammed.
I've to meet up with them again tomorrow and probably staying with them for a night,
going home on Sunday. Hmmmm, gotta plan my timetable tomorrow.
Maybe I'll bring my assignments there.





Thursday, January 28, 2010 @ 11:44 PM
love for ...




Wednesday, January 27, 2010 @ 7:58 PM
blabs


*Emo*

Should stop listening to sad songs.



After the dialogue session with the yr 2 lecturers today, seems like a big stone's
gonna hit me hard. Starting from 'next year' school's gonna be harder.


I really should manage my time properly.
STOP FACEBOOK-ing
and chatting



It's damn hot here.
Send me away fast.
Cant bear the heat.
I dont like it here.

Dont you understand.
Everything's so serious.
So factory-working- like.



:(


Holiday is near.
I wanna go home.
Stroll along beaches with loved ones.
Snapshots.
Family meals.
My room ♥
Kitchennnnn!
Bothering my dog by repeating her name.
Spaces to run.
Lying on the sofa while watching tv.

Ahhhhh~

Should stop dreaming.
Shower and work.



Tomorrow is one month after grandpa's death.
I still miss you a lot.


PS- My phone is dying, it auto shut down by itself for more than 10 times today.



Tuesday, January 26, 2010 @ 11:28 PM
anything

I will not be late for lecture tomorrow.
I will not be late for lecture tomorrow.
I will not be late for lecture tomorrow.
I will not be late for lecture tomorrow.


cause I have not more than like 3 lecture notes for this term
25 more journal entries due before CNY and I've got no notes.
Die.


Class test today was really hard at first,
but to think about it now, it was quite okay,
just that i didnt finish some parts again.


Dialogue session ( feedbacks to a group of lecturers) tomorrow too,
GAHH, so gay.



@ 10:35 AM
I dance with the buildings




Just love Tuesday mornings where class starts in the afternoon and
there's nothing much to rush. I can at least have some breakfast, do my
laundry and sit in front of the laptop for some time.




If you're wondering what do we do every Tuesday for IDC classes.





3Ds Max...


That was last week's exam , Frank Gehry's Dancing buildings.
Half an hour late to test and I didnt manage to complete the windows.


Managed to complete everything in class yesterday so there you go.




Too bad we can only access to 3Ds max in school.


Test again later.
Hope it's easy.


Gahhh, Im so lazy to go to school.



Sunday, January 24, 2010 @ 12:20 PM
far away


cause Josiah Leming is now on my Twitter's follower list
eventhough its like he follows almost all of those who follows him,
but well he is able to see my tweets!

I'm be less emo on my tweets whenever possible.






The look was weird, but at least the smile was real.
I hate that I can never let go of the past,
after so so so long,
seems like I'm the one who's gonna drown myself.

She was sunshine, she is rain.

No, Im not gonna continue,
I need my private 'white box' now.

Bye.








@ 1:19 AM
just hit me with the bottle

One of the NOOB-EST day in my life
Tsk.




I decided to go to Art Friend to buy my art materials today at about 6.30pm
but I guess they're closed cause no one pick up my phone.

So I waited Shuting for our dinner at 'Ichiban?'



My meal was great, not to mention the price.


After that, we went to Bugis to meet up Shan.
Since there's no more early- movies to watch, Shan remembered there's this
lady night thing at Supperclub, free entry plus free Martinis!

We walked to SC and was hesitated to go in cause what we wear wasnt compatible
plus plus someone's not eighteen yet. We walked away...

and found ourselves in a street with a so- called- club ( looks more like a pub) and a cafe.


Club?
Cafe?
Club?
Cafe?

Club in the end.

I opened the door cause no one dared too , walked in , acted smart and mature.




Very noob looking club ..seriously


The lady approached us and asked what we wanted to drink,
Seriously had no idea.
So i said something a lil sweet
and she recommend Baileys


( was thinking Baileys was alright and not so expensive ..so yeah)


She gave us a whole bottle of Baileys and wrote our name ( where she spelled my name wrongly)

and
Hey, the whole bottle is ours.


Then comes the bill















$118





BLOODY $118
for a bottle of Baileys.
o-m-g, cheated.


Baileys at my house keep until expire also no one wants to drink
and now I'm paying so much to drink it.


3 of us divided our cash.


Damn regret.

Noobs.


Cant finish the whole bottle in the end too, it was kept there and we'll be
welcome to go back and have a sip when we are free.


After that we were all like rushing to the station for the last train,
Thank God theres train for me, but others are not so lucky.



So so so so so regret, no more next time man.
There goes part of my this week's allowance.




and shhh dont tell mum.... or dad.



PS-Went out since architectonic;s not due on monday, but still
we have lots of things to work on. so yeahhhhh
and pics at Shan's camera, will upload if possible.



Saturday, January 23, 2010 @ 11:56 AM
Tweet bug

I woke up and was checking my mails not long after I had my breakfast.



and the first thing i saw ... Josiah Leming is following me on Twitter !!
omgomgomg.
*flies over the moon*




ACCEPT of course








Then check on my followers list.
Look for him

J--
J--
J--
J--
J--




......

No, there's not even a sight of J

*heart broke into more pieces*


*Reports bug to twitter*


I do hope its resolve soon.



My last post about him was -Jan 2009-




Friday, January 22, 2010 @ 10:42 AM
In case i go again

Sick banana girl working.



I'm feeling 70% better right now.
Its raining outside,
I'm sitting here with a cup of hot chocolate with marshmallows,
No XDM class today cause we had guest lecture last Wednesday.
Ahhhhhh~ This is life.

Wait


I have to go to school to do my architectonic model,
and to Art Friend to buy some materials again.
Pftt.


..............................


The other day, some dude named Mikey Wax added me as a friend in youtube...
so I watch his videos and he is good.

Yeah, let me help you promote then






:)


I miss home.



Thursday, January 21, 2010 @ 1:13 AM
*sneeze*






Officially sick.

Submissions tomorrow...i mean later and I havent really finish them.
Gonna do the pinups in the noon...


Just waiting for the medicine to kick in, then I'll be drowsy enough to stop and sleep.



Tuesday, January 19, 2010 @ 12:21 PM
Nightmares ?

I was walking out of my room when suddenly everything starts to shake like WOW,
I was awaken by that, my heart beating so fast, so scared ... It seemed so real. I
thought i was going to die :(


Earthquake Dream

Psychological Meaning: Something is upsetting you that has destroyed your
feeling of security. You may feel that your whole world is falling apart and you
'quake with fear'. Similarly, something may be threatening you from below the
surface of your awareness. This may be a repressed fear or anxiety that you have
pushed underground into the depths of your unconscious.


Mystical Meaning: Dream superstition interprets earthquakes as a symbol for a
change in circumstances.



Then , I dreamt that someone got killed. Some random dude..but it was scary.


Lastly, I dreamt that I was holding grandpa's hands, walking ... then he wants
to go to the washroom, so I brought him to one.

The End.


Off to prepare for school. TEST!



Monday, January 18, 2010 @ 10:20 PM
here you me


Now I feel like running on the green grasses back at home
.... ... barefooted.

Smell of freshly cut grass ,
fresh air blowing towards your face.



I kinda slacked during the last weekend cause there's like nothing much to do.
The feeling was weird,
like we actually have a lot of assignments, but unsure which one to do.


And today, we've got lots of things due on Thursday.
Damn, regret not being smart and slack too much.
3Ds max test tomorrow.
*prays*


I'm kinda sick,
and the wind here's very cold at night,
Guess im off to bed early and wake up to do some work tmr morning.


Tsk, unproductive night,
no time to fall sick, hope im okay when I wake up.




Saturday, January 16, 2010 @ 1:12 AM
all smiles

Before


Was being moody over little issues.
PMS



After







Feels good after talking over the phone with grandma, mummy
and played rounds of game with my brother.


♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥


I'll bring my smiles with me to bed tonight.
It will be a good sleep.


If you're one of those who made me smile today,
thanks :)



Thursday, January 14, 2010 @ 11:29 PM
I dont believe

Happy advance Chinese New Year?



Opps, I didn't wear red on purpose... sorry grandpa. Was asked to model ST's cheongsam top for HTI textile seminar






COPIC MARKERS!!
Went to Art friend late evening yesterday to get our markers and
some materials for work.


Got myself 8 copics and one costed like $6 (bout $5 after discount)
EXPENSIVEEEE!








Marker rendering in class today,
okay, first time, so not so pretty kay.
4 pieces of the same drawing (on different paper to render)


AND



one of my copic ran out of ink,
in one day.

James and Banya used one for one month eyy.
How come?
:(



I still need to get some more colours, but I've use up this week's allowance,
should really try claiming back some money for materials.. $65 for materials in few days,

Great.



Random stuffs
I ate 3 oatmeal cookies from Hotshot today =.=
Greenday concert today.
I'm always not feeling good cause im just too tired.



and sometimes when I think of grandpa,
I cry
and I tell myself not to, cause he wont be liking it.

well, at least Im crying for someone who's worth my tears.






Tuesday, January 12, 2010 @ 10:26 AM
-


Models stacked up, some still missing, some measurements are wrong.
Spot my unit?






No.20's mine.
I'll want to redo the inner architectonic thou.



HTI essay submission tmr and i havent started.
Going to school at 11am till 6pm
Opps, gonna be late.
Run along.



Oh yeah, Long John Silvers always upsize my drinks without me knowing,
I cant even finish half of the normal one,
STOP upsizing my drinks.. I didnt say I want a upsize.
TSK.


My new earphones cost me $38 cause the old ones went 'malfunctioned'
Thinking of getting new onto headphones too since mines like tearing ,
but its overpriced at Popular, like 10 bucks more than my last one.


Okay, run along.



Sunday, January 10, 2010 @ 10:07 PM
ignorance

Finally,

Tetris model done...

pictures taken before they're 100% done



front view


side



back


incomplete architectonic model inside


BYE BYE floorplans


If you dont know, this is a real HDB building located at Queenstown, everyone was
given few units scaled 1:20 ,when joined it becomes the whole HDB.


Hey sis, you can show mummy and daddy the pictures,
I guess they're wondering how are my 'cardboards' .
I didnt get to use much of the boards they helped me to cut cause the
measurements are wrong.



So yeah, 3 days ,
Friday ( no class since we have XDM lecture on Weds)
Saturday
Sunday

I've been staying home making my model for 3 days.
Lifeless,seriously.
(and i havent start on my essay, sigh)

My hands are like having blisters cause the greycard is so hard to cut.

Some people will just comment a lot... and please ,
I dont need your talkings when you will never help.



I wonder how will people look at me (carrying the model) in the train journey to
school tomorrow.
Cab fee's gonna cost about $35- $40 and im SO not gonna take it.



I am sad.
I am emo.
(by emo, i dont mean eyeliners, black clothing and slash selves)
I want to go home, the real home... cause i cant really feel 'love' here.








Crap, I havent wash my socks.
AND I lost my student card and concession card. UGHH




and I like people to leave me alone when I dont feel good.


'' I cry not because I am weak,
I cry because I've been too strong for my whole life''

Michelle Nicole Lee




*add in , well i feel much better after listening to Paramore's
and talking to Fuki* :)










Saturday, January 9, 2010 @ 9:01 PM
random



Just had cream sauce pasta for dinner, I cooked it together with rice cause the pasta's
running low,... surprisingly, it tasted alright.( like pasta + baked rice)



Was browsing one of my thumbdrive and ... some shots i found.



Sunset at Seria beach.


Grandma & grandpa during last CNY, me in my very short hair.


Shots from last holiday in Brunei.


Me & my brother, both singing and him on the guitar too.
We sang The Climb, Two is better than one and Hallelujah and crap,
those videos are really funny.


Oh, I miss Mr. Snails.
PS- My pigtails were just for fun.



Should go back to work, others are probably on their essay
and im still working on the greycards that smells like fishfood.



Friday, January 8, 2010 @ 7:19 PM
behind my wall


I miss grandpa a lot.
well, not just 'i'.





work work work

by the way.. my XDM assignment on youtube

The Chocolate Challenge




Wednesday, January 6, 2010 @ 11:10 PM
that;s what i get


The tickets came today!!!

cant wait , cant wait :D


and yes i'm wearing PJs , gonna go to bed soon, super tired.


Early -class tomorrow, gonna try finish up some works to see if
i can meet terence up tomorrow night before he goes back to Brunei.


..............................


Back to the story on Monday,
i did not fail my dossier submission cause i manage to finish the interim :)


I broke down in front of my lecturer when she asked what happened for not able
todo my model...tsk. Still that senstive sometimes, i guess.
I was not excused and the critique was as usual.

I tried with what i have and well, its alright if i fail, 'just' 10% coverage
....will work harder next time.


However, I'll still have to complete it before next Monday.



Well, :)




Monday, January 4, 2010 @ 11:55 PM
All i wanted

OMG OMG OMG

I AM GOING TO PARAMORE'S CONCERT!!

*jumps in joy*


The seats went unavailable so fast, would have gotten the super near ones if
booked last night but well, thanks to my godbrother who will be going with me !

Costly tickets, but well, a treat im giving myself for my birthday? :D

What happened in the first day of school...?

Not so good.

Stories next time i guess, was supposed to sleep before 10,30pm today,
since i only slept for 2 hours last 'night'.


Nights :)




@ 3:11 AM
riot


Rawrrr, Paramore!

Okay , I shouldnt be blogging but but but

Paramore's coming to Singapore on 7 March
and I think i might go.

I wonder who would wanna accompany me....

Maybe i wont mind going alone too.


cRUSH cRUSH cRUSH




Sunday, January 3, 2010 @ 12:34 AM
tears tears and tears

Last day in Brunei,

tried my best on my model, got some pieces cut out.
Dinner at Seria grandma's house,
'said' goodbye to grandpa, and reminding him im back to Singapore later ,NOT for singing :)



Last minute gathering with Jo, Bear and Fuki at Fratini.

Thank them so much,
Jo rushed back from Bandar,
Bear surprisingly was allowed to come out from Sungai Liang at night
AND Fuki drove out at night !



Yes, i am really sad and stressed up,
cause im gonna to fail one module and another submission,
Lecturers, please be understanding kay? :'(

If they dont, i guess they can differentiate between losing a loved one and school,
mourning for a loved one and school.
They dont understand, but i know some people will, and grandpa will.



If i do fail, guess i'll just cry and accept the fact.

Do thank my parents who's understanding and at least let me attended a
NYE party to cheer me up,

Maybe gonna finish up a lil on my dossier tmr.
Havent pack my stuffs and gotta leave home at 5am.


Goodbye Brunei.
See you soon and not coming back for CNY.






Friday, January 1, 2010 @ 11:57 PM
whot's da matter?

Holy crap.

I am so dead.


before that...

I was actually allowed to go for a new year eve party last night,
kinda saved me from being getting emo at home.

and now, im like setting my facebook account privacy to not let my relatives
see any pictures of the party if i get tagged, well, yes we're still mourning,
but grandma and my parents said its okay to go,


so yeah, just wanna keep my photos out of them so they will keep their
blabbermouth shut.




Back to the dead part

SERIOUSLY ..


I've got like 95% of my model's outer structure to go
then 100% of architectonic structures to be build inside

Critique session will be due on Monday and

someone just told me the dossier's to be submitted on Monday



I'mma get two 0's if I cant finish both of them.
and it's already a miracle if i can even complete the outer structure on Monday.



and what have i been doing in Brunei?

visiting grandpa at Bandar
Family outings
visiting grandpa at Bandar
Christmas Eve at Nora's
visiting grandpa at Bandar
Helped out during Winter Solstice
Helped out during Winter Solstice
Funeral ceremony
Funeral ceremony
Funeral ceremony
NYE at Jason's
After funeral ceremony gathering at grandma's



Okay, back to work...
and im still thinking of going to Bandar with mummy tomorrow.

Grandpa, help me with my work please?