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Monday, March 29, 2010 @ 10:25 AM
eight of us

Last Friday, the eight of us went for a day trip to Bandar.

2 cars, one arrived early, the other one's stucked in a traffic jam due to the
bush fire along the roads. I'm in the stucked one. Had lots of fun thou.
Once reached, lunch of course,everyone's so so hungry because of all those waitings.



We went to Le' Taj for Indian Cuisine.

(Photos taken from food-hungry.com)





Then we went to the mall of course, just to walk around.
I bought a memory card for 'my' lumix cause I forgot to bring mine...

and the fun part was when Terence dared 3 of the girls to walk around with cartoon helium balloons, I took the pooh one, the other 2, took some blowned- cartoon -whackers instead.

and when we're at the supermarket, the string attached to the pooh came off..
leaving Winnie floating on top of the ceiling ( Thank God it was not that high) .
We have to ask those supermarket stock helpers to help us with the ladders .

Everyone was looking and we're laughing in embarassment.




Went to Empire's beach for sunset after that.









One happy day with the people :)



Thursday, March 25, 2010 @ 1:00 PM
santa monica dream

Enough with the previous two postings. Have been thinking to delete it after
I posted it but well, just leave it. No questions and I'm not emo.

Yesterday was a busy day, I went to the police station ...
offence of being too sensitive and emo.

Kidding, went to file reports on misplacing my Baiduri bank book and my L license
( which I left that in SG actually) Got a new L license, went to the driving school to
register for law test. I wont be able to learn driving, just law test before I go back.
Time is too limited.


Now, I've got things to study,(and its in Malay) , feels like going back to Malay
classes in secondary school again. Aww, I miss that.

...............................................


Other that that, I've been baking cupcakes a lot, usually in the late afternoon for tea.


We look like muffins yo.


Hmmm, went to Miri with my family last Monday.
My mum bought me 2 books I wanted.

One of them, Burned alive by Souad was good. I manage to finish it within
one afternoon cause I couldnt put the book down.


..........................................

This was last last Saturday. The night where we went to Procter for steamboat,
tea at Sutera Biru then lastly MN in one night. That is like crazy.
Probably the best picture I can find, the guys were too shy.



Excapade dinner the next day.



I'm kinda broke after those two days of 'eat eat eat ','chomp chomp chomp'


but well,


satisfied and happy :)


Ohh, results came out yesterday
I'm glad but still have to work hard for Year 2 .

lalala



@ 12:35 AM
ewww


Disgusted.



Tuesday, March 23, 2010 @ 10:55 PM
the inside out

Hi, I'm nineteen and a Piscean.
They say those who owns the sign is sensitive and emotional.
Yes I am.


I wonder if others think as much as I do,
or do they still tear up because they're sad at this age.
There's so much going on my mind now,
I have to pause and glue each words into sentence.


At times, I dont understand why this brain of mine tend to think too much,
or is it people who made me feel and think that way.
I've lost hope in a lot of things,
disappointments strike over and over again.


People you love hurts you the most.
People you care will not always care for you.
Is it right to say, '' He/She doesnt even care so why should I?''
or because others are behaving so , you should be the exception.

Each trip back home,
I tend to have high hopes of enjoying myself like never,
but not since my last trip back home,
when all high hoped fun filled plans turned into a sorrowful mourning ceremony.


Dont even know if the world has change
or is it just me after realizing the world is actually so unkind.
I wish I had someone who I can tell everything to,
but believe me, there's not any.


Guess I'm off to bed, I'm sick after all.



Sunday, March 21, 2010 @ 11:18 PM
misguided

*Cover ears*

Shhhhhhhhhhh

No one's gonna make me regret the road I've chosen myself.


Well, I kinda regret, but I guess Its alright.


I can still go for it if I want, after 5 years.




No idea what to update for now, my mind is messed up.



@ 6:05 PM
-

Just woke up from my nap and my mood is kinda bad. This is the first time Im napping since I got back cause I cant sleep the other night, 'waking up' to church with an eye with no double eyelids ---> (O_.)


Gonna update later, after having mummy's yummy oven-bbq-ed chicken wings and maybe I'll make some panna cottas later :D



Thursday, March 18, 2010 @ 10:03 PM
bake bake bake


Apple cupcakes with cranberries.

Yummy.

Guess I'll bake the bananas one next :D



Wednesday, March 17, 2010 @ 10:15 PM
lines overlapped

Sitting here feeling emo thanks to my pms.

Back for about a week and feeling... unproductive.
Like I've been slacking too much and things are not getting done.

Let's see whats in' the to do list,

  1. Driving license
Eventhough I dont feel like getting one, but think about it, if I dont get one now, I will never learn to drive. Register, Study, Sit for law test, learn, test , get the card. Dont sound fun..

2. Guitar lesson

Will call them tomorrow for the price and time schedule.

3. Grandpa's funeral pictures to be 'burned'

Kinda regret bringing my cam that time , being a funeral photographer and yes, its better to put on some happy music while editing them and burning the files to my relatives. Paramore will do.

4. Gang trip to Empire

To be planned again.

5. Steamboats, PJs party, High tea gatherings?

6. Yachting


Hmmmm, cant think of others now.



Monday, March 15, 2010 @ 12:43 AM
on the road

Last Saturday, I had prata session with Jo and Sherman.
Thanks for the tab :)


After that we went to the new park near Sutera Biru...






Behind the dirty lens.



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Saturday was my mum's birthday







Just half portion of the normal plate.


and I've been having raw fishies for two dinner, Excapade on Saturday and Kaizen on Sunday. Its always me who's taking the whole plate since the others dont like them.

Hope its not these two places for gathering for the next week.


-candid with fringe down-

Well, my mum hates my fringe, so I've to clip everything up and my face is big.
and and and
She'll never let me dye my hair cause my hair IS already brown.



Gonna try tidy up a lil later,
off to the bank for some stuffs,
prata session!



@ 12:31 AM
playing god



I can see clearly who you are by now.

Well, who cares. Good Luck.


''Next time you point a finger, I'll point you to the mirror.''



Thursday, March 11, 2010 @ 12:40 AM
it beats

This feeling, These Thoughts, Those moments

I wonder is this just temporary ...

Well, time will tell.



Monday, March 8, 2010 @ 1:30 PM
the only exception

(Pics will be added when i'm free i guess...well, just check FB)

Let me start with

5th March


I was asked to go 'shopping' together with Shuting at about 5.30pm at Cityhall.
Actually have got ideas the other girls will be there since , you know..its my birthday.
But thanks to John, their plans were half revealed.

I got a surprise birthday dinner at Kenny Rogers with the girls and some of the guys.
And ohhh! I got a Swensen's ice cream cake just because I mentioned I've got a 20% discount offer for it few days before and they got it for me!

Had a great night. Thanks a lot guys :))



6th March

I think Im crazy. I went to Changi airport at about 4.30pm to try my luck on meeting Paramore. Got their flight schedules checked, either arriving at 5.25pm or 6.30, or 10.30pm.
I only wrote down the details for the first 2 timetable...

Lots of fans waiting, squeezing near the metal railings in the T3 arrival hall. Waited , waited, waited. The whole process was super epic. Like shouting everytime passengers came out , thinking they were Paramore. Then at about 6.30pm. the whole crowd ran, like RAN to another terminal thinking they landed at T2, but they came back few minutes later.lol.

At 7pm, It was hopeless waiting at T3, so i went to T2, (T1's for budget airlines so I have no intentions of going there) Waited , waited , waited. Saw bunch of people carrying Wondergirls banners...and i was like WG?? Asked around and get to know a group of Kpop fangirls.

Knowing its impossible to meet Paramore, I stayed for WG so my trip wasnt a wasted one.
I just had a apple pie for dinner. Saw Wondergirls like super near. Went home at about 10..30pm.


I got sick.
I vomited.


It was really tmd since the concert is just few hours to go.

Checked on pages and they said Paramore actually landed at about 10.30 at T1!

TMD

Nevermind. Popped a panadol and sleep.



7th March

(panadol works!)

I was asked to go to church by my aunt's relative early in the morning. FYI It was an Aglican church and Im a Catholic but well, I really have no choice...

It was huge... A lot of people and It looks like ...a concert. Lol.
Okay not talking much bout that. It was quite a great experience but I wonder how can i escape from the hands of wanting me to join them. I dont even have time to go to my own church.

It'll be alright when my grandparents come to SG with me next month.
'll able to go to our own church together..


Ticket Story


Posted one extra ticket for sale in a new thread since I've got no serious respond.
A lot texted and asked about it but no serious buyer. After 2pm that day I got super nervous , wondering why no one texted after that. At 4pm, I went back to the forum and checked.. they deleted my threads as I spammed, lol. So so so, I registered another account and posted all the details.




WTS- cheap Paramore Cat 2

One Cat 2 A13 going cheap at 100 !!! Pls text/call 977695XX

Going for $80 after 5.30pm!!! Be quick





At about 4,30pm, a guy named L made a deal with me, $100 , meeting at the stadium to get the tickets at 6pm. After that, I seriously got tonnes of people asking for the ticket. It turns out, this guy named L helped his friend J to buy the ticket.

J was in crutches and he said,'' You didnt expect selling your tix to a handicapped right?'' Lol, he's a nice guy. He and his friends were then separated cause all of them held diff tix.
So I went to the concert with this guy

and and and you know what's freaky?

J- So how old are you?
M- Guess?
J- 18?
M-Nope, I just turned 19 two days ago.
J- ..... You mean Friday?? 5th March??
M- Yeahh!
J- That's my birthday too!!

Both of us was like lol and freaked out.



Concert was great. Super great. Our seats were near and clear, like I can still see parts Hayley's face. DAMN AWESOME.

*SCREAMS*

Hayley promised they will be back within 5yrs cause she loves us.
Too bad I didnt know people actually bring the cameras eventhough its not allowed.


Going back home soon.
A lot of things to do.
Not much time.





@ 12:35 AM
my heart, it beats, beats for only you

OMG OMG OMG OMG

Will blog soon.

PARAMORE'S CONCERT IS SO SO SO SO SO AWESOME!



Thursday, March 4, 2010 @ 11:38 PM
before 19th

About 30 mins,
I'm turning 19.

Hah, dont even feel like my birthday.
I am worried over a

Paramore ticket.


Damn sistic for 'reopening slots' for sold out tickets yesterday,
and its the nearest block A tickets.


Now I dont care if its a weird dude , old man or whatever,
just get the tix off me asap.


and oh fate.
Not even a chance of Happy Birthday from you.






Wednesday, March 3, 2010 @ 11:48 PM
woots


Victory !!!

Won the air ticket battle.
Mummy knows best.

nyehnyeh losers








I'm off to bed soon.
Super tired having my online movie marathon today.




Tuesday, March 2, 2010 @ 10:50 PM
looking up

Today is officially the last day of our Yr 1. *pops champagne*

I will be drowning myself with books I borrowed from the school library for a few days.




The Girl with the Dragon Tattoo (original title in Swedish: "Män som hatar kvinnor" - "Men Who Hate Women") is an award-winning crime novel by the late Swedish author and journalist Stieg Larsson, the first in his "Millennium Trilogy". A sensation across Europe—millions of copies sold

Borrowed this yesterday. Read like one chapter. Sorry but I cant capture it. Guess its not my kind of book.


In "Women of the Silk" Gail Tsukiyama takes her readers back to rural China in 1926, where a group of women forge a sisterhood amidst the reeling machines that reverberate and clamor in a vast silk factory from dawn to dusk. Leading the first strike the village has ever seen, the young women use the strength of their ambition, dreams, and friendship to achieve the freedom they could never have hoped for on their own. Tsukiyama's graceful prose weaves the details of "the silk work" and Chinese village life into a story of courage and strength


Borrowed this quite some time ago. I did enjoy the read, the storyline and characters were beautifully written. Easy to let your mind flow into it. A book that will make me favourite the author.


Found other copies of her work in the library - The Street of a thousand blossoms and Dreaming Water. The last one 's Sophie and the rising sun by Augusta Trobaugh.



3 books to be read and returned before I go back to Brunei.

# For some reasons, I prefer buying my books than borrowing ( unless they look new and clean) or else I'll be really disgusted by old yellowy books, like something I cant read on bed.
Good old books that cant be bought, no choice - library.


Still worrying about my air ticket. They just cant shut their mouth.

Paramore fans looking for either standing pen or more than 1 tix, making it hard for me to sell mine and ohh, some crazy dude stumbled upon my email add on tix selling forum...


XXX.-:hey!
mich ™ :hello there

XXX.-:selinngg the tix?
whats the bidding nw?

mich ™ :yeappp still $120

XXX.-:are u looking to sell it at a profit?

mich ™ :nah, not really, just trying to sell it off for my friend

XXX.-:oh
are ya a fan of paramre?

mich ™ :yess, but not a parawhore
hahah
you?

XXX.-:haha
i am!
can i buy ur tix at 200bucks?
im good mood.. shessh

mich ™ :lol, are you sure?
XXX.-:yah yah

mich ™ :you can get a standing tix for that

XXX.-:well, i find your'e pretty friendly

actually, im meeting paramore live

(mich starting to think something is wrong)

mich ™ :as in?

XXX.-:like hang out
at their hotels
soundchecks
etc

mich ™ :oh wow (sarcasm)
you can do that?
XXX.-:yes

mich ™ :are you like from their fan club or something?

XXX.-:nope
i know hayley before shes fammous
shhh
i was from tennesse

(at this point, I really cant stop laughing about the shit he's talking about)

mich ™ :hahahhaha
and you migrate here?

XXX.-:studying
and I speak singlish .
do you have a webcam?

mich ™ : hahha, yeahh, but its not really working
gonna fix it some time
so do you really wanna buy the ticket?

XXX.-: can i reconsider
cause I'm meeting paramore

(and he's still talking shit)

mich ™ :hahhaha

yeah sure
take your time

(bye bye sucker *blocks*)

Googled his email add and he's some online scammer.

Well, at least I had some laughs.




Monday, March 1, 2010 @ 10:10 PM
ticket ticket tickets

Not funny not funny not funny, so much of ticketing problems.

Booked my flight back home by Airasia during January, and now they're telling flight routes from SG - Miri will be cancelled, come on, they didnt even inform me man. What kind of airlines is this.

Super pissed off.

SQ's ticket gonna cost about $500
Royal Brunei $550

So expensive.

Now my uncle and aunt's like asking me to fly from SG to KL then Miri using Airasia for only about RM 450.

Damn it, I dont like wasting my time doing these transits man.
2 hours check in, 1 hour flight, 2 hours waiting and check in , 2 hours flight to reach my destination (not to mention 1hr car ride home) . Total of about 7-8 hours? I can fly to Sydney by then.

Will see how it goes.
Sigh, life is such a mess.

:((

I've got sleep paralysis last night.
It was scary.