oh wow....
bad things happening to me one by one

first, sick for days...(feeling better now)

second, bad sleep & nightmares for nights

third, which is what i found in the late afternoon when i check my inbox,
..a mail with a link

that was kinda disappointing, like okay what am i gonna do now?

I do have another application waiting which will be announce in the end of March, Singapore polytechnic..which will be like 45 minutes MRT ride from my uncle's apartment... & SP's more for engineering...

=.=

Thinking from another point, there must a reason God didnt give me the chance, oh well Maybe i'm not the best among those other 50?100 ppl? who got in?

I dont wanna leave at all & if i can, i would have choose Perth than SG. but its only SG that i can apply for government bond, which is the only reason my parents let me applied for it. If not i bet they'll just throw me somewhere, working or whatever where they think its enough for a girl.


I havent tell my parents bout it & what to do now? I've done nothing wrong & why life is so unfair????


Okay, first of all, why did i even went to SA?
*because my mama told me to do so*


fine
I guess i can answer this in a way




that its something like theres only a bookshop at town & everyone's going to that bookshop, so u will too right. only those who can afford more expensive books buy them at the city

I thought i can get myself into the subjects i'm not interested with when time grows,
but no, it got worst





Dont worry, i'm fineee
Just thinking what to do for safety
Win lottery?

Lord be with me, thank you very very very much