Holiday assignments given , esp the tetris model which i have
to submit on the first day of school, left all my HTI book references in SG cause they're way too heavy, and i'm gonna finish it real quick when i go back.
Grandpa's very ill and everyone's just waiting for the 'time'.



I was afraid to deal with facts,
I didnt want to come home.
I was afraid things will be different.
What can i say?
I have 2 homes,
and i wonder where i belong.


Being in Brunei and worried about things back in Singapore. -assignments-
Being in Singapore and worried about things back in Brunei. -grandpa-


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Well, back in Brunei on Friday.

Till the last minute, I was still determined to bring my guitar back.

I got bombed.

They said there's no point bringing it back when my things are already overweight.


Well, thats because they dont know that


before buying my guitar,
i already told my brother that im bringing it back so he can teach me..
Owning the guitar,
I told him the songs i wanna learn,
before he goes back to Perth on the 26th.


It really breaks my heart.

If I was to pay for my overweight assignment materials,
why cant they let me pay for my guitar?


-mean-





I got bored waiting, so i was taking pictures in the airport


Went to the airport real early that day, checked in super late thanks to the counter
service.Was running so fast to the gate , so fast that i nearly got asthma.


Got my penknife and scissors in my pencil case confiscated cause I was actually
suppose tocheck in that specific luggage but i handcarried so it'll not be super overweight
...and i forgot.


Damn, my $7 penknife.



Some passengers and me got scolded by the Indian dude at the gate counter
cause we're late, like 10 minutes before the plane's gonna depart.

I was so pissed of everything, so i talked back to him.
Duh, its your counter service's fault.


Air Asia.
Nice service you have.



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Went to Bandar and visited grandpa with my mum and aunt just now.
Good that i didnt cry.

Grandpa, its me.
I'm back from Singapore.

I repeated 3 times,
and he heard it on the last.

It hurts a lot.


How he cried when its painful.
The sounds.
The pipes.
Boney arms and head.
Cant move, cant eat, cant talk, breathing through mouth.


Everyone's just waiting.

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I would like to say,

Im very proud of my brother.

Coming back from Perth for holiday
and turns out staying in the hospital taking care of grandpa for nearly 2 weeks.

Sleeping only at noon and waking up at night and morning to be with grandpa.


Bless you.
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Should turn in early.
Church later and off to visit grandpa in the late afternoon.


Hello friends,
really hope i can catch up woth you guys soon,

and

I'm okay, dont worry.
I'm one tough cookie cupcake.