....and all things done.

Cried ... its contagious, seriously.
PrayedJust listened some Buddism things and Folded paper money
( eventhough i'm not allowed to, but well, just doing it for grandpa)



Was a vegetarian for 3 days..until the clock strikes 12am later.
Was walking barefooted and socks today.
( my feet = super rough now)

Ate standing up and with no chopsticks.
Tied candies and red cloth.

Was a treasurer, receiving 'bai jing' from people.
Was a photographer, asked to take pictures ...


Shared a bed with cuz Eric.
Hid my phone when adults were coming in to the bedroom..lol



What? My lil cousin got scolded by her mum.
We're getting ready for bed in the room ( the adults were outside)
then my cousin was dancing and singing to Taylor Swift's You belong with me
her mum came in and said,

'' No singing and dancing please''

*continues to sing and dance*

'' I SAID NO ENTERTAINMENT, WE"RE MOURNING''

lol



While some are just more open..

we've got rules of not to sit while eating,
but one of my uncle -

'' Grandpa's gonna scold you guys for eating while standing''

''imitates grandpa's scolding''

lol again?


To me, guess just be more positive, grandpa's not gonna like it anyways
if we're crying and being sad, so yeah.


More than 800+ people who came to pay their respects and with all those condolences
flower wreaths lining up, my cousins and me called my grandpa , ''mafia''


oh yeah

Thanks to those who send condolences, those who texted me ,
and parents who came to my grandparents house. Really thanks.



I'm super tired.
Wonder if miracle would happen to my model making...



Let's see

I' m not sure if i can go out or not, as in meeting up with friends,
but i neeeeeed to.
Bye.

PS-

and i've been thinking a lot these few days...
after so many things, its hard to believe in people
People change, and sometimes they make you change.

You maybe important to them , but when it's time, they'll just flick you away.
Don't try to help when you cant even help yourself, and
Don't love someone more than they love you.

Let us laugh at people who think they're so cool,
Let us cry for those who's worth our tears

*smells hair...crap it still smells like smoke,
eventhough i shampoo-ed it for 4 times)

no more inspiration for writing,

bye for real.



opps, did someone said we aren't suppose to online for 1 week?
:O oh well.