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the girl

19
KB, Brunei
Currently studying in Singapore
I blog about my life & whats in my mind. No harms , no spams ... Happy reading =)


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Tuesday, March 23, 2010 @ 10:55 PM
the inside out

Hi, I'm nineteen and a Piscean.
They say those who owns the sign is sensitive and emotional.
Yes I am.


I wonder if others think as much as I do,
or do they still tear up because they're sad at this age.
There's so much going on my mind now,
I have to pause and glue each words into sentence.


At times, I dont understand why this brain of mine tend to think too much,
or is it people who made me feel and think that way.
I've lost hope in a lot of things,
disappointments strike over and over again.


People you love hurts you the most.
People you care will not always care for you.
Is it right to say, '' He/She doesnt even care so why should I?''
or because others are behaving so , you should be the exception.

Each trip back home,
I tend to have high hopes of enjoying myself like never,
but not since my last trip back home,
when all high hoped fun filled plans turned into a sorrowful mourning ceremony.


Dont even know if the world has change
or is it just me after realizing the world is actually so unkind.
I wish I had someone who I can tell everything to,
but believe me, there's not any.


Guess I'm off to bed, I'm sick after all.